I really do have wonderful friends. Last night I went to a BBQ that was part going away party part seeing everybody it's summer party. We met at the park and everyone played and we all talked and drank a little wine and ate all the good food. I cried a tiny bit not because I'm sad I'm leaving, but because it's a little overwhelming when I look at all the people I love who love me back, especially the kids. I am the lucky one.